I just...

Just...
Just want to go.
Just want to be there.
Just want to be your hands and feet
Just want to illuminate Your love.

I just want to go.

I just need....
Money.
Lots of it.

But...
It's not working.
I'm not working.
This plan isn't working.

And when I asked for prayers, I didn't
Just want prayers.

Prayers are amazing, but prayers don't pay for an airplane flight or an in-country fee.

Prayers won't take me there.
They'll take me far, but they can't place me there physically.

:'(

"Just" just isn't enough.